pensive

i'm always thinking about something. that's just how i am. at this moment in time i find myself thinking about the upcoming weekend in canada, love (or lack thereof in my case), and an omnipresent fear and insecurity of the future. i don't know why i feel afraid about tomorrow, He's already there so I needn't worry. it's just...hard i guess. anyway...this photo should sort of get you thinking:


dublin. baile atha cliath if you speak irish. there isn't a day that passes in which i don't feel some nostalgic longing for it. not just dublin, ireland in general. i felt more like myself and at home there than i do in america, which is strange because i'm quite a conservative person who's proud of where i'm from. but anyway, my family's heritage is very very irish, and being there made me realize that a LOT of irish people look like a person in my family in some way or another. no, i don't mean in the ashland sense, it's just weird to describe. it's like if an american of spanish descent went to spain, they'd realize the same thing.