Mélange

So many questions without answers, Your promises remain. I can't see but I'll take my chances to hear You call my name. To hear You call my name.

Honestly, I hate having so many open ended situations in my life. It gets to the point where I want to tell God to leave me alone so I can have my temper tantrum and then think I know best about everything. Seriously, I hate being wrong with humans, so when God proves me wrong (which he does a lot), it takes a lot out of me to finally say "I know God, You're right. I'm wrong." Yes, I know that everything God does is out of love for me and He'd never do anything that wasn't right for me or bad for me; it's just my stupidity and the constant need to be right about everything that frustrates me so much. Maybe that's the next thing on my walk with Christ...learning to admit when I'm wrong and being okay with it.

In other news...haha. Well. Um. Yeah. About that. It's kind of nice to not feel so one sided when it comes to relationships with others. Especially those of the opposite gender. That is all.